I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again,
And I caused nothing but trouble, 
I understand if you can't talk to me again...

And if you live by the rules of "it's over" than I'm sure that that makes sense.

But I will go down with this ship,
And I won't put my hands up and surrender,
There will be no white flag upon my door

I'M IN LOVE AND ALWAYS WILL BE... 

(Dido - White Flag)